Chapter
1
The morning air was cold, crisp,
something that seemed unnatural for being just a few days past midsummer. The dry air, devoid of moisture, would lose
the fiery heat of the day very quickly after sundown, plunging the dry savannah
into surprisingly cool temperatures.
The sun was a dim reddish disc on the horizon, calling the creatures of
the day to awaken and begin their daily search for food and water, their daily
watches for danger, their daily inspections of their territories. It also called to the nightdwellers as well,
a call that their night of searching for food, of stalking, was complete, and
that they had earned their rest. It was
the changing of the guard, the transfer of ownership of the arid steppes from
one class of creature to another, it was a cycle that had taken place countless
times in the past, and would continue countless times in the future. The first stirrings of the wind, which blew
as the air heated during the morning and again as it cooled after sundown, had
begun to unsettle the widely spaced raintrees and other exotic flora of this
strange land, causing stirring herd animals to shiver as the sun's warmth began
to heat the cold air, causing small burrowing creatures to retreat into the
warm safety of their dens. The huge herd
animals, large, shaggy brown beasts with large horns, had started to move
again, along with the white-and-black striped horse-like animals that tended to
group with them, beginning to search for water.
But not every animal belonged to this
ecosystem of great beasts. Sitting on a
small, dead log was an animal that looked as if it belonged in a woman's
boudoire than on the massive savannahs of Yar Arak. It was a cat, a large black cat, wearing a simple collar of black
metal. The log was on a gentle rise,
the closest thing approaching high ground in the flat terrain, and the small
animal was surveying the movements of the great herd animals with mild
curiosity. The cat blinked slowly,
turning its head to look at a pride of great cats, lions, as they began to
settle down in an area of high grass, done with their night's hunting. Predator and prey shared this great land,
supporting one another and forming the web of interdependence that made life
possible. The singular cat understood
this, deep in its soul, for it was indeed a part of the great cycle that
existed here.
Only in different ways.
The cat was no normal animal. It wasn't even a true animal. It was a Lycanthrope, a Were-beast, a being
that was both human and infused with the essence of a specific animal. Part man, part animal, these unique beings
existed in both worlds, living on the narrow ground that existed between human
civilization and the great engine of nature.
Within the small cat was the instinctual knowledge and impulses of his
animal kind, as well as a human intelligence and comprehension. Unlike the animals around him, the small cat
had more on his mind than food, water, and safety. He had a great many things on his mind, and very few of them were
pleasant.
His name was Tarrin, and he was a
Were-cat. He had not always been so,
however. He had been born human, raised
on a small frontier village called Aldreth, in a faraway land called
Sulasia. Misfortune had brought the Cat
inside him, had changed him into what he was, what seemed like an eternity ago,
though it had only been a little under a year.
In that year he had undergone many changes, more than simply his
exterior appearance. What had been a
carefree, curious, good-natured young man had turned dark, suspicious, even a
little sadistic. Repeated betrayals and
pressure from those around him had caused him to turn feral, to reject contact
from strangers and outsiders, and it had become second nature to him to react
with violence to things that he did not like or understand. But that too was a part of him, a part that
he accepted stoically. Though he did
things that occasionally haunted him, what he was had saved his life more than
once.
And he needed that now. At that moment, he was the most sought-after
being on the face of the planet.
Carried with him in a magical elsewhere
created by the magical collar around his neck was an ancient artifact called
the Book of Ages, an artifact he had stolen from the Empress of this vast
kingdom, who was herself inhuman.
Within the pages of the Book of Ages, he had learned, lurked the
location of an artifact known as the Firestaff, a legendary device that, when
held at a certain time, would grant the holder the power of a god. That artifact was what he was after, at the
behest of the Goddess of the Weave, his goddess, to gain ownership of that
artifact and prevent it from being used by anyone. It was the most important thing in the
world. If someone got the Firestaff and
used it to become a god, the other gods would be forced to rise up and destroy
the interloper, and that would create devastation on the face of Sennadar not
seen since the cataclysmic Blood War.
But there were motivations, and there
were motivations. Tarrin did not care
about the world. He didn't care about
the people who lived within it, he didn't care whether they suffered or
not. Being Were, and being feral, had changed his outlook on
things, had altered the value he placed on the lives of unknown people. He did not care about the world that did not
exist within his territory. What he was
doing was being done because the Goddess had told him to do it, not because he
felt any noble need to protect humanity.
It was being done because she told him to do it, it was being done
because there was a little girl in Suld named Janette, a beautiful little girl
who had saved him from madness, who was depending on him to protect the world
that would be hers when she grew up.
Tarrin did not care about the world, but he did care about Janette. Janette's life depended on this world, and
that made it Janette's world in his eyes.
That Janette's world would be the world he saved was nothing but
fortunate coincidence. The world meant
nothing to him, unless its importance was attached to someone for whom he
cared.
In this he was a somewhat unwilling
player, and what was behind him made him all that much more unhappy. He turned to look at them, on the
horizon. Hundreds of individual campsites,
each of which held at least one person who was chasing him. They couldn't find him right now, because
when the Book of Ages was kept in the elsewhere,
it could not be located by magical means.
But as soon as he changed shape, returned to his natural form, their
spells of location would work again, and they would be after him. They were all after the book. They all had dreams of acquiring the
Firestaff and using it to gain ultimate power, unaware that that power would be
the herald of their own destruction. It
fell upon him to save them from their own foolishness, whether he wanted to or
not. It was just as Shiika had
said. Every two-copper mage and
apprentice in Arak was bearing down on him, for their spells could now locate
the Book of Ages. Most were behind, but
he'd had encounters with some who attacked from the front, moving in from a
city he had passed two days ago. That
kept him on his toes now, for there were more Arakite cities between him and
the border of Saranam, and the mages within them were no doubt moving in his
direction. The Book of Ages almost
seemed to be calling to them, beckoning, urging them to come to it and sample
the vast knowledge locked within its ancient pages. It was the only explanation he could think of for so many to be
coming after him.
But he preferred it that way. He had come out here, changed into humanoid
form intentionally to lure them, to protect the others. For nine days he had moved northwest, into the
heartland of this vast savannah, to draw these pursuers away from his sister
and his friends. If anything happened
to them, the stress may make him go insane.
Allia was his sister, but by bonds of powerful love and friendship
rather than blood. She was Selani, a
race of tall, lithe beings that dwelled in the Desert of Swirling Sands, a race
of peoples who lived and died by a code of honor and proper behavior. She and him had been together since she had
arrived at the Tower, and the time there had forged between them a deep love
that could not be broken. Tarrin loved
his sister in a way that nearly defied rational explanation. It wasn't a romantic love, it was a deep,
boundless love that he had always felt towards his family. Allia was
family to him, his sister, and he was so serious about their ties that he had
allowed her to brand his shoulders in the Selani rite of adulthood, just so she
could feel more like he was a part of her life. They had been separated from him, and his heart yearned for them
every moment he had time to think. But
it was necessary. If he were with them,
aboard the circus ship Dancer, they
would be in extreme danger. He wouldn't
risk that. He had already lost one of
his precious friends, Faalken, killed by a powerful undead being called a
Doomwalker, who was sent by an organization called the ki'zadun to find and destroy him.
He would not lose another friend to death. He had vowed it. On the
land, where he had command of his own speed and direction, he was more than a
match for any pursuer. His inhuman
endurance allowed him to outpace a horse.
He couldn't outsprint one, but over distance he could run a horse to
death. He probably had run a few to
death, since his pursuers had managed to keep up with him. But they'd be gone soon enough. For nine days he had led them away from Dala
Yar Arak at a pace intentionally slower than what he could comfortably
maintain, had kept the attention of absolutely everyone who had any interest in
the Book of Ages, had kept them following him
rather than attempt to kidnap his friends to secure his cooperation. He would move at his slower pace for one
more day, giving his sister and friends a ten-day head start, and then he would
simply disappear from them. He would
not shift into humanoid form anymore, he would not bring the book out to where
they could use their magic to find it.
And then he would simply slink away, leaving them running in circles to
find him.
It was a very simple plan, simple yet
very effective. Or so he hoped. Sarraya had thought that one up. The little Faerie, who had lost her wings in
the vicious battle with the Demon who had been guarding the book, was sitting
down at the base of the log, dozing a bit before another day of being carried
along on his head. She was the only
friend he had now, the only one he could talk to. She was irreverant, combative, a bit surly because she couldn't
fly until her wings grew back, but he could understand her irritation. When not fuming over not being able to fly,
she kept him distracted, entertained, with wild stories and crass humor. Faeries were punsters, pranksters, flighty
and impulsive, with a bent for humor and self-gratification. But she had managed to subvert her own
impulses around him, mainly because he wouldn't tolerate being the butt of her
practical jokes. She had learned that
lesson the hard way, a long time ago. A
very hard lesson. He looked down at
her. The gossamer haltar and skirt she
wore were dirty and bedraggled, not a little torn, but her bluish skin was
clean and shiny, and her reddish auburn hair was clean and neat. She had healed herself of her broken bones
with her considerable Druidic magic, but for some strange reason she couldn't
cause her wings to regrow. He had
offered to heal her with Sorcery, but she had refused. She had told him that her wings had to
regrow naturally, that it was important to her health and her ability to use
her innate magical abilities. He didn't
understand that response, but he would abide by her wishes. She wasn't that heavy, even when she had to
ride him like a horse when he was in cat form.
The nine days had replenished him as
well. The activity had been good for
him, and he felt fully restored after the vicious battle against the huge Demon
that had been guarding the book. It had
been a momentous thing for him, for he had learned great things that day. Tarrin was a Sorcerer, a being that had a
natural connection to the matrix of magical energy that surrounded the world, a
matrix known as the Weave. Tarrin was
more than an ordinary Sorcerer, however.
He was called a Weavespinner, a being who had the ability to call upon
the might of High Sorcery alone, a being who could directly affect the Weave
itself, something that a normal Sorcerer could not do without being linked
together to combine their powers.
But the battle with the Demon had showed
him something new, something different.
Tarrin had used a spell of Druidic magic to finally defeat the monster,
something that he never knew he could do.
It was something that he thought was impossible. It was decreed by the Allmother, the Elder
Goddess Ayise, ruler of the gods, that no mortal would be permitted to wield
more than one order of magical power.
But Tarrin had used two. The Goddess had explained to him that it was
because he was not mortal that this
was allowed to be. Tarrin--all
Were-cats, for that matter--were blessed with the ability to regenerate any
wound not inflicted by magic, silver, or raw natural forces or unworked weapons
of nature. Aging did not seem to fall
into any of those categories, so a Were-cat's body regenerated the effects of
aging, rendering them virtually immortal.
A Were-cat lived until something killed it. That made Tarrin more than mortal, something other than natural,
and it allowed him to transcend that limitation and gain the ability to use
more than one type of magic.
He hadn't told Sarraya yet. He didn't quite know how to broach the
subject with her. Sarraya was a Druid,
a very powerful Druid, and she could teach him how to use Druidic magic. But he wasn't quite ready to ask her yet,
not until she got her wings back and wasn't quite so cross all the time.
The Demon worried him a little bit, for
that fight reminded him of Shiika, the Demoness who actually ruled Yar
Arak. She had been conspicuously absent
after he killed the mortal Emperor she used to rule her empire, and levelled a
good deal of the gladitorial stadium where he had caught up with her. She had kidnapped his friends, annoyed him,
made him very mad, so he had retaliated on a very grand scale, disrupting her
very government by assassinating the Emperor she controlled. The invasion of her Palace to claim the book
from her still confused him. He had
buried her in rubble, but he had been in the Palace too long. She must have freed herself. Why didn't she
come for the book? Perhaps she feared
him. Tarrin's powerful Sorcery could
cancel out her Demonic magic, and he had found a sword that could harm a Demon
after she destroyed his Ironwood staff.
Only objects not of this world could injure Demons, and the staff and
sword were both otherworldly in nature.
But that wasn't like Shiika. The
Demoness never had to challenge him to simply take the book and hide it from
him. Now that he'd had time to calm
down, he had to admit to himself that in a strange way, he liked the Demoness. She really
hadn't been that serious about killing him.
She did attempt to warn him off first, only trying to kill him after he
ignored her warnings. And though she
had kidnapped his friends to gain his cooperation, she did release them without being forced to do so. That told him that there was more to Shiika
than he had first seen. A great deal
more.
Tarrin's Were-cat mind wasn't like human
minds. What Shiika did in the past
didn't hold as much water for him as it would for a human. Tarrin did not hold grudges. What was past was past. He'd tried to kill his own friends and
family before, and he meant it at the time.
But after he calmed down, it was as if it had never happened. It was the nature of Were-cats to be that
way. Their fiery, unpredictable, and
aggressively violent natures had earned them the distrust and scorn of the rest
of the forest-dwelling beings, a loose society known as Fae-da'Nar, but that too didn't really bother the Were-cats very
much. They did as they did, and they
made no excuses for it. It was who they
were. Shiika's harms against him were
balanced by her acts of contrition, not challenging him over the book,
releasing his friends, so it gave her a clean slate in his mind. If he met her again, she would neither be
friend nor enemy.
Not that he would trust her. Tarrin's feral nature did not allow him to
trust strangers. He could barely
tolerate being around them. But
trusting a Demoness would be insanity, even if he lacked that distrustful
nature.
He looked to the sunrise. He was going the other way, to the west, a
very long journey before him. He had to
return to the Tower of Sorcery, the base of power for the organization of
Sorcerers known as the katzh-dashi. The Goddess herself had told him to go
there, because the information in the book was useless unless the book was in
the Tower. He had not opened the book
yet--he had no intention of opening
it until he was in Suld--so he had no idea exactly why he had to go to
Suld. But he would not disobey his
goddess, no matter how nonsensical her instructions were. She told him to go to Suld, so he was going
to Suld. She also told him not to get
on a ship, and he would not get on a ship.
That meant that he had to travel across the entire continent on foot,
would have to traverse the arid savannahs of Yar Arak, the dusty plains of Saranam,
he would have to cross the Desert of Swirling Sands and climb the Sandshield
Mountains, he would even have to travel across Arkisia and the Frontier to
return to Sulasia, but that was the way things were.
It would be a very long journey, but it
was a journey he would undertake willingly.
He would do anything the Goddess asked him to do. If she told him to jump into a bonfire, he
would do it. He was a faithful child of
the Goddess, and he would do her bidding.
Not because he feared her or revered her, but because he loved her. His relationship with the Goddess was much
more than goddess and mortal. It was
personal, even loving, for she often directly spoke to him to give him
instructions, grant him her wisdom, or nurture him in times of despair or
confusion. Her interest in him, her
gentle aid, her love, her devotion to him had sealed him to her, had caused him
to give her something that he would never give to another.
His undying loyalty.
He was her faithful child, and he would
do as Mother asked, no matter what it cost him.
It had become much stronger than it had
been only days ago. The trials of
finding the Book of Ages had awakened his faith, had cemented it within him
stronger than it had ever been before, had blessed him with a strange
contentment and happiness he had never known before. It was the contentment only a follower could feel when touched by
the love of his goddess. He could still
feel it there, a strange connection to the Goddess that never seemed to go
away, like a ghostly finger that reached down from the heavens and pointed into
his soul. But he welcomed it.
Blinking, he looked down at Sarraya
again. It was nearly time for them to
go. One more day of moving at a pace
just enough to kill their horses. He
had found that it was quite an art to run a horse to death. He couldn't leave them in the dust, because
it would discourage their riders. On
the other hand, he couldn't let them get close enough for those riders to throw
magical spells at him. So he had found
that keeping them about ten minutes behind him, where he was more than well in
sight yet beyond the range of any of the magical spells, was the most
effective. Being able to see him
spurred them on, caused them to push their mounts past the point of exhaustion,
literally running them into the ground.
He never looked back once he found his pace, unless the sound they made
changed in some way to make him check, so he wasn't sure exactly how many
horses had died in a vain attempt to catch up to him.
Now that this phase of his plan was
nearly over, he began to consider the next.
It would be daunting, surely. He
would have to travel from the middle of Yar Arak to the other side of Saranam,
a distance of at least five hundred leagues, in cat form. And his cat form was not large. It would take him months to do it, but he
had no real choice in the matter. Those
chasing him would certainly realize that he was fleeing back towards the West,
and would overtake him in his slower form and try to catch him as he went through. But most of them probably had no idea how
stealthy a black cat could be in the middle of the night. Tarrin had no intention of moving around
during the day. He was a creature of
the night, more at home under the Skybands and the four moons than under the
sun, and in the darkness he would have an overwhelming advantage over his
pursuers. The only reason he was
running during the day was to ensure that they kept chasing him, that they
didn't turn and try to go after his sister and his friends.
Some were safer than others. Tarrin still desperately missed Keritanima,
and Miranda and the Vendari and Azakar.
They were his friends, but Keritanima was more than that. She was like Allia, a sister in all but
blood, the third of the tightly knit trinity of non-humans that had fled from
the Tower of Sorcery so long ago.
Keritanima was Wikuni, one of the animal-people from across the sea, and
she was a princess. She had tried to
flee from her duty, but her father had chased her down and captured her. The Wikuni soldiers that had carried out the
abduction had nearly killed him, shooting him with a silver-tipped arrow to
prevent him from protecting Keritanima when they abducted her. That was why she was so angry. Keritanima was brilliant, highly intelligent
and cunning, but she had grown up alone, fearing her own family. Tarrin and Allia were her new family, the
only family she trusted, so much so that she too had been branded in the Selani
rite of adulthood, just so she could belong.
Belong in a way that she had never belonged among her conniving,
murderous family, a family where her father and two sisters had repeatedly
tried to have her murdered. Her father,
because he thought that she wasn't fit to rule, and her sisters just to get
another obstacle between them and the throne out of the way. Her father's misjudgment of her had been
intentional. Keritanima had used an
alter-ego she affectionately called the Brat, acting like an empty-headed,
vapid, spoiled brat to cause people to seriously underestimate her intelligence
and skill at intrigue, a facade that had been so overwhelmingly successful that
nobody realized that Keritanima was
smart or experienced at playing politics.
It had been a ruse that protected her, but in its own ways it had also
haunted her. Tarrin had the feeling
that her deception was part of the reason her father had been so vehement at
bringing her back, rather than simply let her go and promote her next-oldest
sister to the position of heir apparent.
And Keritanima probably would have been very happy about it. But her father had erred badly when he
ordered Tarrin killed to keep him from attacking anyone trying to take
her. That had been the last straw for
Keritanima concerning her family. So
she had gone back to Wikuna to teach her father a lesson. Tarrin knew that that lesson involved
murdering him somewhere down the line, and when that happened, the Sun Throne
of Wikuna would fall to her. She was the crown princess, after all. They had been separated from him nearly two
months ago, and he had no idea how they were doing. The amulet he wore would allow him to talk to his Wikuni sister
any time he wanted, but part of him was afraid that his voice would interrupt
her at a very bad time. She was
probably right now either plotting the death of her father or carrying it out,
knowing her. He had full faith in her,
that she would be sitting on the throne of Wikuna before fall. But until she contacted him, the only way he
would know it was safe for her, he would be left guessing.
He would see them again, he was sure of
it. Keritanima and Miranda, her maid, a
cheeky beauty of a mink Wikuni who held a rather special place in Tarrin's
heart. Azakar, the monstrous Mahuut
Knight, and Binter and Sisska, the quiet, ever-vigilant Vendari bodyguards that
protected Keritanima and her maid at all times. He wanted to talk to Keritanima, to see them again, but he had to
wait. Keritanima's safety depended on
it, and she didn't seem all that interested in talking to him or Allia. Perhaps what she was doing was too
important, too time-consuming for her to spare the time. He certainly hoped so. He knew that she wouldn't forget about them. Keritanima was his sister, and he knew her
nearly as well as she knew herself. The
ties that bound the three of them together were too powerful for such a paltry
thing as a few thousand leagues to get in the way of their relationship.
Keritanima was family. Allia was family.
Tarrin seemed to have a great many
families. He had his own natural
family, Eron and Elke Kael and his sister Jenna, who were in Ungardt right now
to keep themselves out of the chaos going on in Sulasia. Something he was very relieved that they had done.
He also had his sisters, Keritanima and Allia, who were all but accepted
as sisters by his parents and natural sister.
They had never met Keritanima, but his parents had met Allia, had come
to know her and love her, and who was welcomed at the Kael hearth at any
time. Being bound to Allia, that made
them part of her clan, though he had never met any other Selani. The fact that he was brother to a Selani and
had to cross Selani lands would not help him.
He would only be welcomed by Allia's clan, and only if Allia were with him to introduce him. The Selani would treat him as an enemy,
whether he had the brands or not, and that was something for which he was
prepared. He also had his Were-cat
bond-mother, Triana, who served as his mother and protector among the Were-cat
society, and whom he also loved. She
was much like his natural mother, direct and outspoken, and he loved her just
as much as he did Elke Kael. Though
Triana was his mother, her daughters were of no relation to him.
That fact made him somewhat
relieved. Jesmind, Triana's daughter,
was the one that had turned him Were.
They had had a very stormy relationship, full of both love and hate, and
for some reason he could never forget her.
When he thought of a female, he thought of Jesmind almost every
time. Tarrin had very complicated
feelings for the fiery-haired Were-cat, running from fascination and intense
attraction to furious hatred. He had
been attracted to her from the first time they met, but actions both of them
undertook caused them to be enemies.
That was when he hated Jesmind, and thinking about the times she tried
to kill him still made his blood burn a little bit. He figured he felt that way because of the way he felt about
her. Tarrin was still attracted to
Jesmind, intensely so, and her turning on him had been a violation of his
feelings all the way to the core. Even
now, he yearned to see her again, though he wasn't sure if he'd kiss her or try
to strangle her if they met face to face.
The fiery intensity of their feelings for one another had caused more
than a few rather complicated situations during their brief yet tumultuous time
together. She had tried to kill him
more than once, but she had also seduced him on two separate occasions. She was very forward with her feelings, and
hadn't held anything back from him.
Jesmind was just as attracted to him as he was to her, and despite the
rocks they had stumbled over, they had parted more or less on amicable
terms. Jesmind had had to leave, though
she wouldn't tell him why. He knew that
whatever it was, it had to be important for her to abandon him. At that time, she had taken responsibility
for his learning to be a Were-cat and his well-being, and Jesmind was never one
to shirk a responsibility. If it had
been serious enough for her to leave him, then he was satisfied that her
reasons were good enough. He had been a
little mad at her for leaving him alone, though. Even when they hated each other, her proximity had given him a
very strange feeling of security. She
had been his bond-mother at that time, and it was like the child within was
responding to the presence of mother, even though he had hated her. That part of him took comfort that she would
be close to him, and he hadn't appreciated how much it helped soothe him until
after she was gone.
Jesmind had managed to capture his
interest, even now, but thinking of her made him give a moment of thought to
Mist. Mist was another Were-cat, a
Were-cat whose feral nature was so severe that she wouldn't even trust her own
kind. Her mental state had come about
because she had been wounded long ago, wounded in a way that made her barren,
and her inability to have a child of her own had hardened her to the rest of
the world. Were-cats were beings
grounded in instinct, and in the females of their kind there was no instinct
more powerful than the instinct to reproduce and care for the young. The denial of that most primal of instincts
had probably been one of the reasons she was so intensely feral, being denied
the one thing she felt she was born to do, taken away from her by the hatred
and anger of humans. But Tarrin had
healed her of her barren condition, an act of impulsive compassion, an act that
had caused the feral Were-cat to reach out to him and place her trust in him,
the first time in centuries she had placed her trust in another. Tarrin had felt so sorry for her. She had been so tortured inside. He had such compassion for her that he had
agreed to father a child for her, her own child, the one thing that would make
her life complete. His human morality
had been a bit outraged at the idea, it still was, but even it could not deny
the lonely Were-cat the one thing in this world she had wanted above all
others.
Were-cat males didn't have a hand in the
raising of the young. After making her
pregnant, she had left him, left him to return to her home to prepare for the
coming of her child. Tarrin hoped that
she was well, and that the child would bring everything she hoped it would
bring. After all she had suffered
through, she needed some happiness in her life. Mist trusted him, something he was very proud about, something
that he appreciated for its great value.
He hoped she was well.
The sun was nearly fully above the
horizon. Sarraya groaned slightly and
stretched her arms, then sat up and yawned languidly. When she did so, he could see her bare back, a back that looked
unusual with no diaphonous, multicolored wings attached to them. She had two small ridges on each side of her
spine, where her wings attached so they wouldn't hit her back when they
fluttered, and the slits where her wings had been were still raw, open
wounds. He worried about them getting
infected, but she had blown off his concern with that same careless frivolity
that she used for anything that didn't interest her. She turned and looked up at him quietly, then her tiny, pretty
face broke into a bright smile. Amber
eyes gazed up at him, glowing in the morning sun, and he returned her gaze
calmly.
"Tarrin," she hummed. "You should have woke me up. It's already past sunrise."
"You needed to rest," he
answered in the unspoken manner of the Cat, a language of silent intent that
all felines used to communicate with one another, a language that the Faerie
could understand. "They needed to
rest as well."
"Who?"
"Them," he answered, nodding
his head towards the southeast.
"They can't keep up if their horses start dying ten minutes after
they start moving."
Sarraya laughed in her piping, very
high-pitched voice, a voice created by the fact that she was only about a span
tall. The sprite could squeak like a
mouse if she wished to do so, her voice capable of reaching such high tones
that no human or creature human sized could manage to find. "You're certainly caring today,"
she grinned. "I didn't know you
cared about them."
"Not them. I do feel a bit sorry for their horses,
though."
Sarraya laughed again, standing up. "Well, let me conjure up something to
eat, and then we can move. You
hungry?"
He shook his head. "I caught a couple of mice before
dawn."
The hunting had calmed him. In cat form, the instincts dominated him,
and so he found absolutely nothing wrong with stalking, killing, and eating
mice and other prey suitable for a cat, or doing any of the other little things
that cats did. He had a particular
fondness for squirrel, though none lived in the savannahs of Yar Arak. The rhythmic ritual of hunting had caused
him to concentrate on it, to distract himself from his worries, and it had made
him feel better.
And those strange long-tailed mice were
rather tasty.
He watched absently as Sarraya conjured
forth a few large blackberries, which seemed to be her favorite. She rarely used her Druidic magic, and
because of that, he only understood a few of the things that it could do. He had seen her Conjure many times, to cause
to appear small objects and materials, seemingly from thin air. Related to that was Summoning, the apperance
of a specific object by bringing it magically to the Druid's hand. That had been what he had used against the
Demon in their battle, Summoning his dropped sword to his paw after the Demon
had grabbed him and was threatening to crush him. He had seen her heal, a curious healing that was affected by
magically accelerating the subject's own healing mechanisms. Aside from those and the fact that Druidic
power had a controlling influence on the Weave and Sorcery, he had never seen
her do anything else. He knew that she
could use Druidic magic to send messages to other Druids, who were distant from
her, and Triana somehow used her Druidic magic to cross an entire continent in
the span of a day.
He wondered how Triana was doing. She was with his friends now, taking care of
Jula. Jula had been his enemy, a human
female Sorceress who had been secretly working for the ki'zadun. She had betrayed
him, locked a magical collar around his neck to enslave his will. He had escaped, and in retaliation, had
ripped out a section of her spine and left her to bleed to death. But she had managed to procure a vial of his
blood, and used it to escape death, to drink it and become a Were-cat
herself. But unlike him, she could not
control the beast within, and it had driven her mad. The ki'zadun had sent
her to Dala Yar Arak, a mindless, rampaging beast, to have her wreak havoc and
cause the populace to turn against him and slow him down as he searched for the
Book of Ages. He could have killed her,
but he didn't. He had had something of
a moral epiphany, looking down at her filthy, naked body, and had found it in
himself to pity her. He took her for
his own daughter instead of killing her, separating her instincts from her
conscious mind with Sorcery, giving her a second chance. She had been loyal to him after that,
because she understood that her only hope of finding balance within herself was
to listen to him. He'd only had her for
a few days, before all the insanity with Shiika had turned everything on its
head. But even in that short time, he'd
seen marked progress. Triana had come
to complete her training, and he felt more than confident that his aged, wise
bond-mother could be as successful with Jula as she had been with him. Not that Jula would like it very much. Triana didn't know Jula, and she knew that
Jula had once betrayed him. Triana
could be a bit rough with people she didn't like, but he wasn't afraid that
Triana would just give up on his bond-daughter. She would do her best to help Jula find her inner peace, to keep
her from going insane again. He knew
his bond-mother, knew her well.
He hadn't felt anything from Jula's bond
for a few days now. When he decided to
take her for his own child, he had taken her bond, a mystical connection to her
brought about by taking her blood. It
was something that all Were-cats could do, probably an extension of their
affinity for Druidic magic, and he used it to gauge Jula's mental state and her
general location. He could feel it when
she experienced powerful emotion or physical pain, something that hadn't
happened for a few days. He had known
when Jula had met Triana for the first time, judging by the panic that roared
through her. She had felt several other
episodes of powerful emotion since then, but nothing that compared to that
first tidal wave of fear.
Tarrin's feelings for Jula were rather
complex. He still didn't like her very
much, but his parental duty to her overrode his distaste. She had proved herself to him during those
short days, by fighting with him against Shiika's minions, by doing as she was
told with no argument. His dislike for
her had eased during those days, but his dislike was overshadowed by his
powerful, instinctual impulse to protect who he considered to be his own
offspring. Jula was his daughter by
choice and by bond, and he had a responsibility to her that superseded his own
personal feelings. Even among the
males, who had little to do with the raising of a child, the instinct to
protect the young was powerful, nearly overwhelming. Shiika had come to discover just how far Tarrin would go to
protect his child, a lesson that had cost her a few thousand of her Arakite
citizens and more than a few buildings.
Were-cats were deeply based in their instincts, and the rages that could
be spawned when those instincts were excited or outraged could be extreme.
He felt...incomplete. Now he knew how Jesmind felt when he had run
away from her, a feeling that made what she did afterward much more lucid to
him. He had a daughter out there, a
daughter that was not ready to be on her own, and he could not be there to
teach her, to guide her, to protect her.
It was infuriating, something that ate at him every time he thought
about it. He trusted Triana to continue
where he left off, but it wasn't the same.
He'd be almost insane with worry if Triana wasn't there, and would
probably have abandoned what he was doing to seek her out and reclaim her. That was how powerful the instinct to
protect her was within him. It would be
worse if he felt constant negative feelings through her bond, but the lack of
those bad feelings allowed him to more faithfully lay his trust in Triana.
Sarraya finished her breakfast of
berries, then stood up and tugged at her dirty skirt. Both of them looked like they were in desperate need of a bath,
and Sarraya's clothes were starting to tear in places that would compromise her
modesty. Not that he cared very
much. The concept of nudity was a very
loose one among Were-cats, who weren't all that impressed by the gratuitous
display of things humans preferred to conceal.
That change in him from human to Were had been a bit confusing at first,
but he had completely shed his human conceptions about it very quickly.
"Looks like they're getting ready
to move," Sarraya said, shading her eyes against the morning sun and
looking back to where their pursuers were arrayed. "Some of them are moving, coming this way at a walk."
"They're waiting for me to reveal
myself to their magic," Tarrin replied sedately. Some of them had mounted up and were slowly moving forward. They knew that Tarrin was somewhere ahead of
them, and they were trying to get closer to run him down before their mounts
tired. They just didn't realize that
Tarrin had kept moving after changing into cat form, nearly half the night, to
put them several longspans behind. He
doubted that very many of them understood the nature of their quarry. He doubted that even a few of them knew very
much about the nature of Were-cats. If
they did, they would have abandonded their vain pursuit long ago. They simply would never catch him on open
ground. And even if some fluke did
allow them to catch up to him, he would turn and attack, and that was something
that they would not surive. A Were-cat
was as strong as five fully grown human men, even the weakest of their kind had
that kind of inhuman power, and he was blessed with the dexterity and agility
of the Cat to which he was bonded. In a
fight, Tarrin was an absolute nightmare, using his Were gifts with his
extensive training in myriad forms of combat to destroy any who
challenged. No single human could ever
hope to defeat him, and even a large group would have to be lucky to even lay a
weapon on him. Even if they did, his
Were immunity to any weapon that was not magic, silver, or a raw natural force
or unworked weapon of nature would protect him from a vast majority of his
pursuer's weapons. Their only true
weapon against him was magic, and the fact that Tarrin was a Sorcerer, who
could control the very arteries through with their Wizard magic travelled, made
their Wizard magic a mere shadow of its former might. Against a Sorcerer, a Wizard was powerless. Without their magic, they had no
chance. Tarrin knew that. It didn't make him arrogant or vain, it was
more of a simple acceptance of truth.
He had fought against Jesmind when he was human, so he understood how
powerful a Were-cat could seem to a human in a fight, and he had himself been overwhelmed
by Sarraya's Druidic magic, so he could appreciate how having one's magic taken
away could turn the tide of a battle.
He could have turned around and attacked
them all, slaughtered them to prevent them from threatening his sister and
friends, but he didn't want to do that.
It wasn't what Triana would do.
Triana would simply draw them off, then leave them behind. He had been striving to be less violent
lately, since he'd realized that indulging in his first violent impulses was
bad for his mental condition, making him even more prone to greater
violence. He had slipped badly after
Shiika had kidnapped Jula, Allia, and the others, but in retrospect he couldn't
blame himself for that. He had killed a
few thousand innocent people, but Shiika had done the one thing that she should
never have done. Tarrin blamed her for those deaths, not himself.
She had provoked him in the worst possible way. Tarrin's protective instincts over Allia and
Jula were absolutely overpowering, and when they were in danger, he would react
in the most direct manner to protect them, no matter how much damage it caused.
These were no threat, really. They couldn't catch him, and they were now
too far away to harm his sister or bond-daughter. Triana wouldn't kill them, so he wouldn't kill them either. He would leave them be. If they got too close to him, then he'd
change his mind, but as things were right now, there was no reason to kill
them. The only ones who had died were
the ones that had come at him from in front, who had ambushed or attacked
him. Those who did not challenge him
would not be killed. If they wanted to
waste their time by following him, that was just fine with him. It was one less person to threaten his
family and friends. But they were safe
now, safely out to sea where only ships could reach them. And no ship would have a reason to attack an
unarmed circus ship, carrying nothing but performers and their gear.
It seemed too little too late,
sometimes. He had changed since he had
left Aldreth, changed in ways that would horrify his mother. He had become...evil. There was no other way to say it. That truth was something that gnawed at his
soul, but not even he could deny it anymore.
He no longer cared about the people he had started out to save. He didn't care about their lives, their
health, their dreams, their rights to survive.
He didn't care about the land or the world, he didn't care about
anything anymore. Only those things
immediately before him, only those things that were so deeply implanted within
him that nothing could alter them, those were the only things he cared about
anymore. He was no better than a
rampaging Troll, or the calculating Kravon.
It was only the cause of the destruction they wrought that
differed. Trolls or Kravon destroyed
for pleasure, or power. Tarrin
destroyed in the name of saving the world, which was itself the greatest
irony. Whatever was left of the world
when he was done would probably not be very fond of him. Tarrin had killed just as many people as
Kravon during this mad quest. He had
probably killed more than Kravon.
Sometimes Tarrin wondered just who was on which side. And just like Kravon, he didn't think twice
about the lives he snuffed out. They
were things, objects, inconveniences that stood in his path to victory, and
that made them worthless in his eyes.
It was ironic that all his striving to become a better person, to
conquer the savagery within, had turned him even more cold-blooded.
He was no better than Kravon.
That truth still hurt. He hadn't wanted to turn out this way, and
he was trying to pull away from his dark nature. But it wasn't easy. His
feral nature made showing mercy or compassion very difficult for him, for he
would have to show those things to people he did not trust, and his feral
nature would not permit that. He found
it nearly impossible to extend his paw to someone his instincts were screaming
at him to kill. The only strangers for
which he could allow that kind of compassion were children. And even they weren't safe from him. He was certain that he had killed children
when he destroyed half the arena in Dala Yar Arak. Beautiful children, innocent children, whose deaths had come simply
because they were in his way.
That had been the defining moment, he
realized now. When he had turned his
power on innocents, when he killed hundreds of people just to slow Shiika down,
he had gone beyond the point of reclamation.
His attempts to climb out of his pit seemed ridiculous to him. He didn't even understand why he was
bothering to continue with it. What he
did...there was no absolution for it.
None. He had placed a deep black
stain on his soul with that heinous act.
And even now, he felt very little remorse. He had an awareness that what he did was wrong, but there was no
real regret. Given the circumstances,
he would do the same thing again. To
know that he should feel guilt, to know that he had done wrong, yet feel no
remorse for his actions...he didn't know what word described that, but he felt
that evil came pretty close to the
mark.
There was no grief. There was no happiness, no joy, no fear, no
anxiety. There was only the
mission. That was all he had left. He had thrown away his life, destroyed his
humanity, lost dear friends, sacrificed his very soul, all of it to save a
little girl named Janette. That was all
there was, now. It was the only thing
that motivated him to go on. And she
was worth his effort. She had saved
him, saved him in ways that nobody could ever understand. He would kill a million people for her, he
would die a thousand times for her. He
would do absolutely anything he had to do to protect her life, protect the
world that she would grow up to inherit.
And if it meant casting away everything inside him, if it meant becoming
just as ruthless, monstrous, and evil as Kravon, then so be it.
They were getting closer. They would have to leave soon. He considered shapeshifting and going out to
destroy them, but he dismissed the idea immediately. It wasn't what Triana would do.
"We have to go, Sarraya," he
called calmly.
"I was about to say the same
thing," she replied. "You
ready?"
"I'm ready," he replied
emotionlessly. With barely a thought,
Tarrin shapeshifted. The large black
housecat was suddenly replaced by a towering, menacing Were-cat male, more than
a head taller than a tall man, with a stony expression marring a handsome face,
and green cat's eyes that would make a man shiver to stare into them. There was no light in his eyes, only a
sinister quality that would make a grown man fear. His cat's ears atop his head shivered, and his tail lashed only
once before settling behind him. He
reached down and opened his huge paw, holding it flat for the small
Faerie. She stepped up into his palm
and sat down, and he carefully lifted her up and deposited her on top of his
head. He felt her burrow her legs into
his hair, sitting right on top of his head and between his ears, then grab hold
of his hair with both of her exceptionally tiny hands.
Without changing expression, the
towering Were-cat turned and started off towards the northwest at a
ground-eating lope, letting his long legs eat up the longspans, a pace that a
horse could not match for very long. He
didn't look back. He never looked back,
unless the sound he heard coming from behind him changed enough to make him
curious. He knew that the men behind
him suddenly could find him again, and those that hadn't already mounted up and
started moving towards him were now scrambling to do so. Those that had already began were spurring
their horses into a flat sprint, trying to use their horses' superior speed to
catch up to him before they tired out.
But Tarrin wasn't all that worried.
He was more than five longspans ahead of them, and that was a distance
that very few horses could run at top speed.
Once they wore out, Tarrin would pull away, and this time he would not
slow down to let them keep up with him.
By then, they'd understand that the Were-cat was just leading them away,
had been playing with them the entire time.
For the entire morning and most of the
midday, Tarrin ran effortlessly through the savannah heat, keeping that same
pace that had caused those chasing him to fall further and further behind. It wasn't the pace he'd kept before, a pace
that allowed them to keep up. This was
a murderous pace, a relentless expansion of the ground between him and his
pursuers, a pace that killed quite a few of their horses as they attempted to maintain
their distance from him. Those that
understood that there was no way to catch up to him had broken off or fallen
behind, saving their mounts to get them back to civilization. But Tarrin didn't really notice it. His eyes were forward, his mind wandering as
it tended to do while he was running, allowing his body to carry through the
monotonous motions of running great distances and freeing his mind to pursue
other matters. But there were few
matters that caught his fancy, causing him to run in a nearly dazed state of
unawareness, a sense not of past or future, a condition with which he was
familiar. It was the eternal now in
which animals lived, where only now mattered.
It caused him to blink as the sun began to shine into his eyes, a sun
that was now lowering into the western sky.
Tarrin pulled up slightly, then slowly
brought himself to a halt. He had run
the entire day. Sarraya was still on
his head, but the feel of it was that she was laying down, tied down by his
hair, and was probably asleep. His
belly was a little empty, but it was a sudden sense of thirst that got his
immediate attention. He was rather
acclimated to heat, but he had run in the brutal savannah heat the entire day
without stopping, even for water.
A grunt from between his ears heralded a
shifting in his hair. "Wow, you
actually stopped!" Sarraya said acidly.
"I'm tired, hungry, thirsty, and I'm about to wet your hair,
Tarrin! Put me down!"
"You should have asked,"
Tarrin said bluntly, reaching up and letting her climb into his paw, then
setting her down on the grassy ground, grass nearly as tall as she.
"I figured we needed the
distance," she grunted as she wandered into the grass and disappeared from
his sight. "Are you hungry?"
"Thirsty," he said, turning
around to look towards the east. They
were all long behind him now. They'd
catch up with him, there was no doubt about that, but by the time they did he'd
be well away from where they sensed him last, in cat form. They'd never find him out in the
savannahs. If they even knew what to
look for.
A thousand longspans. That was about how far it was to the border
of the desert, and he'd have to cross almost all of it in cat form. A journey of months. It was a daunting proposition for a little
cat, but he had little choice. They
could find him unless he was in cat form, and only within the protection of the
desert could he move about freely in his humanoid form. Only the truly rabid zealots would dare
enter the desert after him, and they wouldn't get far. Tarrin himself would face resistance from
the Selani, but at least he had an edge in that regard. Allia's teachings about the desert and his
ability to speak Selani would help him get across the desert in one piece. And if it came down to it, he could defeat
Selani in combat, where no human would stand a chance against the agile, speedy
desert dwellers. But he had to get
there first, and that wasn't going to be easy.
Movement to the south got his
attention. Tarrin turned and looked in
that direction, where strange dark shapes had appeared near the horizon. Strangely enough, they were above the land, which was why he noticed
them. Large birds? Rocs, immense hawk-like birds with a
wingspan around seventy spans, were an uncommon sight around Aldreth, but they
did see them from time to time. Perhaps
Yar Arak also had Rocs, but he didn't see where they would roost. The Rocs back home nested in the jagged
peaks of the Clouddancer Mountains to the north, where this land was a flat
table of dry soil.
Whatever they were, they were a very
long distance away. The wind had begun
to stir, as the heat of the sun began to wane, and the air started to cool and
shift, and that was creating a shimmering haze that made it hard to see the
birds, so far away they were from him.
"Want some berries?" Sarraya
called as she moved back towards him.
She had a large blackberry in her tiny blue hands, already gnawing a
goodly sized divot out of it.
"No, I'm more interested in
water," he said, dropping down onto all fours and closing his eyes as he
breathed the air into his nose. His
nose was more than just a decoration.
Tarrin's sense of smell was just as acute as a cat's, giving him the
ability to track by scent, to identify people and objects by their scents, and
to detect distant things by their scent as well. The faint smell of water was reaching him, very faint, coming
from upwind. His tail slashing behind
him a few times, he deduced that the water was a good longspan distant, but
that it was a sizable pool. "I can
smell some nearby," he told the Faerie, rising back up to his
considerable, intimidating height. The
Faerie barely crested the top of his furred ankle.
"Sounds like a plan to me,"
she said, looking at his leg.
"Tarrin, you're fetting."
"I'm what?"
She pointed to his ankle, where long
hair had appeared around the backs of his ankles. "Fetlocks," she replied. "Strange."
"What are fetlocks?" Tarrin
asked, looking down. He'd never noticed
that before. And Tarrin was usually
keenly aware of his own body.
"Fetlocks. Shaggy tufts of fur around the ankles. Some horses have them," Sarraya told
him. "Were-cats fet too, but the
fetlocks are small, only the males fet, and only the very old ones. It's a Were-cat male's form of growing a
beard, it's a sign of age. That's why
it's so strange to see them. You
shouldn't be fetting for another five hundred years."
"I'm a changeling, Sarraya. Maybe that affects it."
"You have a point there," she
agreed. "The only male changelings
I've ever seen didn't live long enough to find out." She looked up at him critically. "I need my wings."
"Why?"
"Tarrin," she said
carefully. "Do I look, smaller, to
you?"
Tarrin was taken a bit aback by her
question. What a silly thing to
say! But then again, looking down at
her, he almost had to say yes to her question.
She did seem to be a little
smaller. "I think you do," he
said after a moment of reflection.
"Bizarre," she said, reaching
out and putting her hand on his ankle.
He felt her do something with her Druidic magic. "Tarrin, you're growing!"
"What?"
"You're growing!" she
replied. "You've been growing at
an accelerated rate for a while now, but I didn't notice it! Has something unusual happened to you
lately?"
"Like what?"
"Anything unique," she
pressed. "Something had to trigger
this. It's not natural."
"Unique? Do you want a day by day dissertation, or would a blanket summary
of the last two months of my life satisfy you?"
Sarraya screwed her face at him, then
she laughed. "Point taken,"
she chuckled. "But something had to trigger this in
you. You're growing, but the fact that
you're fetting means that you're aging
too, years for every day. Let's try it
this way. Did anything extraordinary happen in Dala Yar
Arak?"
He looked right into her small
eyes. "I used Druidic magic,"
he told her directly.
She gaped at him. "You did what? Why didn't you tell
me!"
"I was waiting until you weren't in
such a bad mood," he replied calmly.
She glared at him, then she gave him a
rueful grin. "Well, I'm certainly
surprised that it took that long."
"What?"
"Tarrin, dear, my being here to
control your Sorcery was only half
the reason Triana sent me. She could
feel it in you, and so could I. Any
Druid can. You have talent. She sent me along to prevent you from realizing your ability, because it's way too
dangerous to try to teach Druidic magic in anything but complete peace and
isolation. I guess I didn't do a good
enough job," she grunted.
"Triana's gonna have words with me."
"You knew I could use Druidic magic?"
"Didn't I just say that?" she
said waspishly. "But even that shouldn't be having anything to do
with this growth. Did anything else
happen?"
"The Demoness drained me," he
replied, shuddering a little bit. That
was not a pleasant memory. The feel of her inside him, feeling her suck
away his very life energy, it still made him cold inside. A cold that always seemed to be there, and
the memory of it made it worse.
Sarraya pursed her lips. "Now that could be it," she said.
"Those Succubi drain life energy, which is loosely associated with
youth and vigor. I've heard of what
happens to humans that get drained.
They die as dried-up husks, looking like they're a hundred years
old. If she drained you, maybe your
body is reflecting the loss of years, or more to the point, the advancing of
years. But since Were-cats don't die of
old age, it's really just cosmetic.
You'll fet, and you'll grow to a height that corresponds with your
body's new physical age. You'll
probably be able to look Triana in the eye.
It all depends on how long the Demoness drained you, how much she took."
Tarrin took it as he accepted so many
other things in his chaotic life. It
was simply the way things were. There
was nothing he could do about it, and to be perfectly honest, given what he
already had to worry about, he wasn't going to even pay a thought to the idea
that he was going to grow a few more fingers and develop little shanks of fur
on his ankles. That was not very high
up on his list of priorities. The
Druidic matter, that was something else, though. He looked down at her steadily.
"Will you teach me Druidic magic?"
"Not now," she replied
immediately. "It's something I
can't really do while we're running around the steppes of Arak, Tarrin. You'll understand later, trust me," she
said quickly when he gave her a disapproving look. "Actually, you'd probably understand now," she said to
herself. "Let me put it this way,
Tarrin. Remember what happened when you
messed up with Sorcery, when you were learning? What happened?"
"Usually, I'd lose touch with the
Weave," he replied after thinking about it a moment. "If I made a bad mistake, sometimes the
weave would cause a wildstrike."
"Well, when you're working with
Druidic magic, there is no room for
mistakes, Tarrin," she told him calmly.
"A Druid only messes up his magic once, and he won't live to learn from his mistake. Any time you do something wrong with Druidic
magic, it kills you. It's that
simple. Now do you understand why I'm
not going to teach you anything unless I have complete control of the
environment?"
Tarrin could appreciate her candor. He nodded slowly, but he was still a little
disappointed. If he could learn Druidic
magic, he could control his own Sorcery with it, without having to either
depend on Sarraya or gamble that he could sever himself from his power before
it destroyed him.
"I'm glad you're not arguing,"
she said bluntly. "Teaching
Druidic magic is a very dicey
undertaking. It's hard to learn when
you can't even make one mistake. That's
why there are so few Druids in the world.
Many have the spark, but most of them die long before they gain even a
limited command of the power."
"I'll trust you on that,
Sarraya," he told her quietly.
"We'll have plenty of time later.
So long as you teach me, that's what matters."
"I'll have to," she said. "You used your power, and you'll use it
again eventually. You've opened a
beehive, so now I have to teach you how you don't get stung while reaching for
the honey. I can supress your Druidic
ability the same as your Sorcery, so don't worry about having an accident while
I'm around. I'll protect you until it's
time for you to start learning."
"That's good to know," he told
her. "I think the water is over
that way. Let's go find something to
drink."
"Wow, you're just so
overwhelmed," Sarraya said acidly as he reached down and picked her up
from the ground.
"I have too much on my mind to be
worried about one little thing, Sarraya," he told her in an emotionless
voice. "I've had too many of these
little revelations go by to be terribly impressed by any one of them."
Sarraya chuckled ruefully. "I guess you would get numb after a
while," she said as he reached down and scooped her up in his paw.
"Numb is a good word," he
agreed as he moved in the direction of the water.
It wasn't very encouraging. The water hole was little more than a muddy
pool, the center of which bubbled and bulged as water siphoned up from
underground. The stamped dirt and mud
around it, and the riot of conflicting scents crisscrossing the ground, told
him that it was a very popular location in the area. Tarrin knelt down by the edge of the pool, debating between
drinking the muddy water or simply going thirsty. But Sarraya made up his mind for him when he felt her use her
Druidic magic again, and the muddy color of the water simply disappeared,
leaving crystal-clear water in its wake.
The pool had some fish in it, and the bottom was a churned landscape of
hoofprints, ridges, and holes where animals waded into the shallow pool to
drink. The water coming up from
underground was muddy, and it was quickly beginning to stain the clean water
Sarraya's magic had created. They both
quickly drank their fill before the water became contaminated.
"Much better," Sarraya sighed,
looking up at him. Then she looked past
him, and her expression turned grim.
"Uh, Tarrin, I think you'd better take a look."
Tarrin looked over his shoulder, in the
direction of her gaze. The distant
birds he'd seen before were much closer now, and it was apparent that they
weren't birds. He looked with a mixture
of surprise and anger as six black-prowed ocean vessels drifted in the air
about ten longspans to the south, their squarish sails and the flags on their
masts marking them as Zakkite. They
were about a thousand spans in the air, and it was apparent that they were
moving in his direction with impressive speed.
Skyships! How did the Zakkites get skyships so far inland! Zakkite skyships could fly, but only for a
limited amount of time. They literally
used flying creatures as fuel for their flying, draining away the life energy
of avian creatures in special magical devices to give their ships the power of
magical flight. He'd seen them before,
had saved an Aeradalla from one of those soultraps quite by accident while blowing
it out of the sky. No flying creature
could have lived long enough to get a skyship so far inland! Not even a mighty Roc could have given a
skyship that much range.
There was little doubt why they were
there. They too could detect the Book
of Ages, and they had been tracking him just as the Arakite mages had
been. It had only taken them longer to
reach him.
"How did they get in so far?"
Sarraya demanded in exasperation as he picked her up from the ground. "There's not a living winged creature
strong enough to power a skyship ten days inland!"
"I really miss Allia about
now," Tarrin said, shading his eyes from the setting sun and peering at
the ships. They were too far away for
him to see very much. Allia's
incredible eyesight would have allowed her to count the men on the ships. Even see which ones needed shaving. Several smaller objects suddenly separated
from the skyships, and Tarrin squinted to see what they were. It took him a moment, but he realized that
they were large winged beasts. And by
the shapes of their tails, they looked like Wyverns.
"I think they're sending out
scouts," Sarraya said.
"They're not scattering,"
Tarrin said. "They know exactly
where they're going."
"I think that means we should
expect company," Sarraya said quickly.
"Fools," Tarrin snorted, rising
up to his full height and glaring in their direction. How stupid could they be?
They should know that he
commanded Sorcery that could sweep their ships from the sky. They were fools for coming so close, for
giving themselves away. But the Wyverns
were getting no closer, he realized after a moment. They were moving to his left, not towards them, going somewhere
else. To his left was back the way they
came, and the Arakite pursuers would be about where those Wyverns were
going. Were the Zakkites attacking the
mages chasing him? If so, why? What gain could they get from such an
act? It would only help Tarrin, because
the Zakkites couldn't bring their ships or their Wyverns close enough to
threaten him. If they did, he would
respond with Sorcery, and rip them apart.
They were out of his effective range at the moment. But if they came in range, they wouldn't be
around long enough to realize their mistake.
"What are they doing?" he asked Sarraya.
"I think they're either talking to
or attacking the mages behind us," Sarraya replied. "Can you bring the ships down?"
"Not from here," he
replied. "They're too far
away. And they're not moving towards us
anymore."
"What do you think we should
do?"
"Hide," he replied. "They aren't getting any closer, so
let's hide from them and see what they do.
If they wander too close, maybe I can pick a couple of them off. I do
not want a pair of Zakkite triads chasing after us. Zakkites are way too dangerous."
"No argument here," Sarraya
agreed. "I guess this means that
I'm going to have a sore butt tonight."
"Better a sore butt than fireballs
raining down on us from above."
"Amen," she chuckled as Tarrin
set her down, then shapeshifted into his cat form. Sarraya climbed up onto his back and grabbed a couple of handfuls
of his fur, and he turned and scampered away, towards the northeast. But a housecat could not move very fast
compared to the size of the animals and constructions chasing him, so the
presence of those ships did not change for a good while as he moved away from
them, looking back over his shoulder nervously every few moments. The ships did not move, but they weren't
getting any further away as he moved away from them.
The presence of the Zakkites angered
him. Why couldn't they just leave him
alone! Couldn't he get at least one
break? Ever since he had started on
this mad quest, everything seemed to be stacked in his way, lined up against
him. He'd had to overcome some
ridiculous obstacles to get where he was now, and it looked like it wasn't
about to get any easier. Now, when
things seemed to be going his way, the Zakkites had to show up. Zakkites were a dangerous enemy, even for
him. Their command of arcane magic was
impressive, and that made them very, very dangerous. They couldn't get close to him or use their magic against him,
but he knew from experience that there was often more than one way to go about
capturing an objective. He'd used his
own magic in some rather creative ways against beings who were immune to it, so
he wasn't about to get complacent enough to think that they didn't have
something up their sleeves. Zakkites
were not fools. They wouldn't just rush
all the way inland like this if they didn't have a plan.
That plan seemed to manifest itself as
he fretted over things. Two winged
creatures separated themselves from the six ships, and it was obvious that they
were moving in his direction. Their
size and silhouette against the setting sun made it very apparent that they
were not Wyverns. They were very large,
taller than him if they stood straight up, with large bird-like wings and
vaguely humanoid in form. From the way
it looked, both were holding long polearms.
"What are those?" Sarraya
asked as Tarrin stopped and turned around to get a better look at them.
"I can't tell, my eyes aren't that
good in this form," he replied. In
cat form, he had excellent night vision and the ability to make out shapes and
see motion, but the clarity of his vision was poor. Small features blurred together or were lost. He could easily see a book in the dark, but
he couldn't read what was on its pages if it were opened. He could make out the shapes of those
creatures moving his way, but any details about them were lost on him. "And if I shapeshift, I'll give our
position away."
"Hunker down, let's see what they
do," the Faerie offered.
"Good idea," he agreed. He laid down on his belly in the tall grass,
causing his form to disappear, and then he felt Sarraya use her Druidic
magic. The grass around him shuddered,
then pulled over him to form a tent of sorts to hide him from those above.
They waited in quiet tension for long
moments, watching them get closer, until the ground shuddered as one of them
landed about two hundred spans away.
Even at that distance, he couldn't make out a great many features, but
it was apparent that they were not even close to being human. They were ten spans tall, and they were
strangely birdlike. As if they were
crosses between humans and vultures.
They had arms and legs, but their heads held a large hooked beak, and
they had huge wings on their backs.
They had those polearms in their hands, and they stood upon legs with
backwards-jointed knees, just like birds.
Not only that, they also had vulture feet. They were very ugly, even to his diminished vision.
He had no idea what they were, at least
until the wind changed and caused their scents to wash over him. That made him nearly choke. They smelled as if they were made up of pure,
unadulterated corruption and unnatural evil.
They were Demons!
"Demons!" Tarrin hissed in
shock. "Why would Demons be
working with the Zakkites!"
"Hush!" Sarraya hissed very
quietly, kicking him in the side with her heel to emphasize her command.
This was insane! Demons couldn't be summoned by mages
anymore, not since the Blood War! How
did two Demons come to be allied to the Zakkites? Maybe they were the same as Shiika had been, Demons that had
somehow made it to Sennadar of their own free will. Shiika had not been summoned or conjured by anyone. She was free-willed, ruling the largest
kingdom in the world from behind the scenes.
He also had a suspicion that Shiika wasn't quite like other Demons. All the stories painted Demons as utterly
evil, sadistic and monstrous. Shiika
was no fair maiden, but she didn't seem to have those reputed qualities. She was evil, there was no doubt about that,
but she wasn't sadistic. She was
manipulative, but she wasn't monstrous.
Her evil was more of an underlying quality, something that accented her
personality rather than defined it. But
he still didn't trust her. After all,
she was a Demon. So were these two, and that made them a
threat not to take lightly.
Tarrin's ears laid back as they moved
towards them, obviously searching for them, but seemingly unable to locate
him. They looked about carefully,
moving step by deliberate step towards him, carefully examining the
ground. "What's taking you so
long!" a disembodied voice emanted from the air between them. "He has to be right there! We saw him lay down in the grass, and he
couldn't crawl fast enough to get away by the time you got there!"
"Patience, human," a horrid
voice came from one of them. "He
cannot escape."
"Don't toy with me!" the voice
replied hotly. "I can banish you
just as easily as I conjured you! Would
you like to go back to the Abyss without having your promised payment? Just find him, and remember that we need him
alive!"
Conjure? How could he conjure a Demon?
That was impossible! Even if he
could conjure a Demon, he couldn't control it if it appeared!
But that meant little now. They knew where he was, and it was just a
matter of time before they reached him.
It was going to be a fight no matter what, so the warrior in him realized
that it was best to start the fight on his terms rather than their terms. At least they would have to be careful,
where he would not. They needed him
alive. He wasn't working under such a
restriction. It also meant that he had
to bring those skyships down, or he'd never be able to get away. They were watching him, no doubt with magic,
and he'd never be able to get away from them so long as they could see where he
was.
"Sarraya, get down,
carefully," he said in the manner of the Cat. He knew exactly what he had to do. The idea of battling a Demon didn't frighten him as much as it had
before. He had the sword, and it could
harm a Demon. He had fought one before,
and he had won. And these two couldn't
fight back with the same fury that he would fight them with. They were simply things, obstacles in his
path, and it was his duty to deal with them and move on to the next
obstacle. There was very little emotion
involved in it anymore. There was very
little emotion involving anything anymore.
"I'm going to bolt right and get them lined up, then turn on
them. If you could do something to
distract the one on the left when I change shape, I'd appreciate it. I'd rather not have to fight both at
once."
"Tarrin, are you crazy?" she
hissed.
"Crazy or not, we won't go another
step if we don't deal with them right now," he replied as both looked in
the direction of Sarraya's tiny, whispered voice. Sarraya slid off of his back, and he tamped his feet to prepare
to run. "Three, two, one," he
counted silently, then he rose up and charged to the right, in an arc that
would try to take him around the two Demons.
They instantly looked in his direction,
but both cursed vehemently when the grass around them shuddered, and then
literally came alive, growing from simple tall grass to huge tentacles of green
plant fiber in the blink of an eye.
Sarraya's Druidic magic had taken hold on the grass, causing it to grow
from simple grass to writhing tentacles of vines in a heartbeat, and it lashed
out against the Demon on her left like an octopus, ensnaring arms and legs and
twining around its thin midsections and wings.
Its strength easily broke the snaring vines, but it distracted it for a
critical moment as Tarrin managed to get to where the two Demons were lined up
before him. He slid to a halt and
shapeshifted in an instant, returning to his impressive, intimidating humanoid
form, then reached over his shoulder and drew his sword even as he rushed
straight at the surprised Demon.
It did not consider him a threat. It smiled evilly at him and raised its polearm, but not to fend against the sword. It didn't know! It didn't know that his sword could harm a Demon! It was setting itself to swipe him to the ground regardless of what he intended to do with the sword.